Saturday, November 28, 2020
I just can’t thank you enough for your new website! Thank you, thank you, thank you for making this information available in such a beautiful way. This is such a gift for those who are called into this blessed, intimate union with our beloved Jesus ❤️🙏❤️
My Jesus called me to himself when I was 16 years old. One of my most vivid memories during that time was when my family and I were antique shopping in a nearby city and I happened upon a picture of Jesus in one of the shops. I literally felt this instant, quite romantic attraction to him, and I completely freaked out and tried as hard as I could to stuff those feelings as I couldn’t for the life of me believe that was acceptable. I also struggled for another reason...
I was sexually abused by my maternal grandfather from the age of 8 to 14. Jesus gave me the strength to forgive my grandfather, but I lived 25 years of my life in an emotionally regressed state. I have struggled tremendously with my emotional and mental health. It has been a long rough road, but oh my heavens, let me now testify what Jesus has done in me!!! 🙌
One Saturday in 2018, I stumbled upon the “God wants to have sex with you” forum. I have no idea how I even found it, but Ariel, let me tell you - God took a Saturday afternoon and completely took away EVERY BIT of the hatred, repulsion and disgust I felt in my heart about anything to do with sex. Jesus began to teach me himself about HIS (it just blows me away) desire for me, and that the love that I felt for him since the age of 16, was in fact planted in my heart by him ❤️ I tell him all the time that I just want to dissolve and melt into him. A “hug” is not enough 😂 I hunger and thirst for complete union with him ❤️❤️❤️
I read and re-read your comments on that forum and was so greatly encouraged by them - especially everything concerning the planting of seeds. I felt Jesus calling me his “orchid” and that led me to study flowers. I was floored upon learning that flowers reproduce sexually!! Then my eyes were opened to the very intimate, sexual way in which God describes his bride in his Word ❤️ Jesus calls me his dove, his darling. I feel him whisper “You are so Beautiful to Me” when I commune with him before falling asleep ❤️
My innocence was taken from me at a young age, but Jesus has restored me as only he can! I am truly in love with him. He is literally on my mind 24/7 😍😂 I’m 41 years old and have never been married and don’t even have the desire because I just cannot imagine “sharing” him with someone else.
I have battled a spending/shopping addiction (on and off) for years and I know in my heart I MUST stop feeding my flesh. Please pray for me that I will be obedient to my Jesus and find complete satisfaction in him. I know in my heart that he wants to take me so much deeper, but I know I must die to my flesh.
Thank you again for your beautiful website and your book(!!) - which I purchased as soon as I read about it on the forum. I made myself read it in increments so I didn’t devour the entire thing at once 😂
I would be happy to share any part of my story on your site. I would love to talk with you further. Please feel free to ask me anything! I’m so very excited for the souls who will be blessed by visiting your site. 🙏🙏🙏
Much love and many blessings in Christ,