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I am beyond thrilled to have found this site!! I began to experience the sweet delicious love of our Jesus three years ago when he resuced me from a pit of despair and self hatred. I had grown up in church and always loved Jesus but fell away as a young adult and sought God through new-age/eastern spirituality. Since accepting Jesus back into my heart my life has been totally transformed. He began to romance me thru love songs both Christian and secular, this warm electric love would wash over me and I knew he was singing these sweet words to me…I was totally blown away and overwhelmed by His gentle tenderness but fiery passion! I was also confused and worried that maybe I had been deceived because his romantic love for me felt way too good to be true. In that first year when I would start to sense his presence my heart would pound for Him, He would take my breath away so i would almost be panting when I felt His touch…one night in worship He pierced my heart and I experienced ecstacy. It was exquisite. He is exquisite. Ive been ruined for anything else! Luckily, in my search to discern if these experiences were indeed from God I stumbled upon the article by Kevin Shorter and was so encouraged in reading the comment section. I immediately purchased Ariel’s book and couldn’t put it down! Thank you Ariel, truly, it has been a Godsend. I revisited the comment section tonight of the article (I have read thru it SO many times lol) and was soo excited to see a link for this web page. Im looking forward to reading everyone’s experiences with our Bridegroom King!! God bless you all!
Fantasic website and amazing experiences. I have been intimate with the Lord for several years and have had many powerful experiences. I too found this via Kevin Shorter page where I realized I am not the only one. Knowing others are experiencing him in this way is encouraging
After sharing our experiences and faith on the prayer coach comments (sex with God) I felt that bit of freedom in something that I have held private to myself for many years. I actually bought your book and looked for you online for several months. Thank you for writing it.
I think there millions of people that adore Christ, then there are a selection that adore him intimately with our existence as humans. In that love is in our capacity to suffer sexually (yes I believe as humans when our bodies experience huge sexual feelings……we suffer sexually).
My deep love for Jesus Christ, over time has grown so I had been searching for others. I had found 1 or 2 mostly women (with men it was an impossible subject to bring up) that have thought of being pregnant with love by our Lord. Or had a deep love for him like a husband. Yet never did they take the subject seriously or as serious as the people in the comments on prayer coach.
Its when I felt that connection of us sharing in the comments, our want to be bare for him…his very seed the blessing that is deeply personal to us. Hence to seek others like you out and want to get to know you or share our own experiences about our Lord.
Life is an experience which our Lord Jesus Christ shared with us in all aspects, and in his deepest moments of suffering he gave us the gift of his deep love for us. I hope you don’t mind me wanting to know something so personal. But I finally feel its a like a rose opening and we get to smell its beauty.
Thank you for sharing this wonderfull website with us.
The qualities and feelings inside your heart creates space for intimacy with Jesus to take aflame and blossom into the visions.
Reaching out to others through sharing the messages you experience with Jesus, is a great help during these times we live in.
When Jesus is alone with me in the nights, I experience Him as ever deeper levels of intensely erotic and pleasurable merging of His soul with mine. Where time stands still and our union unfolds to an ecstatic pinnacle. Allow Jesus into your heart. Jesus is Love and Jesus is Lovemaking. Yay!
I see that the comments on their prayer coach page have been taking down. It made me really sad. Any one know why he took the comments down?
How I feel in Love with Jesus.
My story starts in college. I became a believer during my first year in school. The first year or so was awesome. I loved the Lord deeply and had great times praising, singing and worshiping God. I eventually met my future wife and we married after college. But I always struggled with my sexuality and sex. I was really struggling with masturbation and always had tremendous guilt about it afterwards. This battle went on for years. During the last eight years I began to search the internet about this subject. What I was searching for was somebody somewhere had some mature view point about this than just the standard masturbating is a sin. To my surprise the bible does not condemn it. The other puzzlement about this issue for me was that I did not fantasize about other people, women or men. I just loved the pleasure of it. I have discussed this with my wife. She knows the struggle I’ve been through. During this time of research I realized that sex was far beyond anything I could get my head around. Sex was way more than just procreating, way more than my wife and I in physical union, it was connection to everything. My energy as a man comes from this, my creativity comes from this, all of creation has energy, life cannot be stopped; it is too big, too powerful. This is GOD. One night in a Hotel I wanted to read my Bible and spend time with Jesus. I was just out of the shower, fully erect and I thought “how can I spend time with Jesus like this!” I decided to at least sit and read the word. As I opened the Bible it went straight to the page where King David is writing in the Psalm “I am fearfully and wonderfully made.”
I believe this is a key turning point in my change in attitude towards my sexuality.
I still had struggles with masturbation and guilt.
I came across an article about Christian mystics and their teachings about union with God. That really got my attention. There wasn’t really much about sexual discussions, or detail about what exactly their idea of union with God was but I was really curious about what this was all about, especially the story of St. Theresa of Avila. During those searches I came across Kevin Shorter’s web site “God wants to have sex with you”. I was literally blown away. I could not believe what I was reading. As you know many of the contributors were admitting they have intimate and sexual relations with Jesus. I did not know what to do. This was beyond anything I could have imagined. Not long after that I was sitting next to my fireplace one morning God asked my why I was condemning myself about masturbation? I really had no answer but realized yes, why was I condemning myself. The basic block was that I could not believe that God was that good. This pleasure had to be wrong because I was doing it. I was starting it. That was where I was stuck. And Yes, God is really that good. Not long after this I had a vision like dream. I was awake not sleeping and God showed me something incredible, I was standing in front of God naked, erect, and God was washing me all over, even my erection. He cleansed me, and gently and lovingly held me in His hands and I knew I was so loved. He said to me, “In the morning when you awake with an erection this is a reminder of how much I love you”. Doesn’t that just blow your mind, that the God of the universe would say a thing like that to me?
I then began to see God’s incredible goodness. I began to see his goodness in many other things. I began to be less critical and more loving, and more patient. Then I began to realize how loved I was by God. I could actually feel His Love towards me. When I talked to people about Jesus I began to convey how much God desires intimacy with us. My words about Jesus were completely changed. My whole demeanor was changed about Jesus.
But I still struggle with thoughts like, I must have a sexual addiction, I am just living a selfish life, maybe this is really perverted.
So I have some questions. These articles on Kevin’s posts, were these people just in worship and these sexual encounters happened or were these people self pleasuring and worshipping at the same time? Did God start it or did they start it? I never really found out about it. I do know that I have had unbelievable moments worshipping Jesus this way. I have had some amazing revelations during this. But I still struggle with this somehow being self-centered or even perverted.
Please let me know your thoughts. Honestly.
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