I Will Feed My Bride

“Thank you so much for making yourself real to me Jesus.” I saw myself walking with Him. At the same time I felt Him moving in me and laying down beside me. He is everywhere in all things. “I love you. I love being with you. Thank you that your blood sets me free.” I said, extending my arms wide open. “I’m free to love you fully! Thank you for setting me free from myself. I can totally focus on you because you are all there is. Everything is for you. Everything is about you. Everything is for your pleasure. When I am in you, I am in your pleasure. Thank you so much that I can be a child again, in total faith and trust that you love me and I can totally depend on you, rest in you and trust you with my life. I don’t have to worry about it or think about it because you’ve got it taken care of. I can just focus on you. As I worship you, I open the door wide for you to do whatever wonderful thing you want to do in my life. Thank you for setting me free from condemnation, guilt and shame. The kissing has really helped with the concentration, focus, abandon and love!” We kissed.  “Please help me to keep the channels of communication wide open between us. Thank you for letting me be whatever I want to be in your presence; for letting me love you freely, in whatever way I want to worship you in my mind.”

We kissed.  I saw His face again before me. He sat beside me on each side, in back of me, in front of me and moved through my being through His my breath – all at the same time. “I can enjoy His company all around me in several appearances!” I thought in my mind. “O wow!” I saw Him multiply until He had filled the earth. “I just want to be with you here in your arms. I am completely yours. I surrender all to you. You are my only love. I love you with all my heart. I give you my heart.” I said, handing my heart to Him. I gazed in His beautiful face. It was shining like the sun, radiating the warmth of His nature. I suppose this is what His glory is – wrapping around me like a warm blanket. “Blessed and they that hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled. They will feel and experience my presence.” He said. “Thank you, Lord, for letting me feel and experience your presence.” I repeated. “I will feed my own – those who look to me for food.” He answered. He had me turn to Song of Songs 1:2-4. “This is my bride. She will run after me and I will bring her into my chambers. The first thing we do is kiss. The most intimate thing we can do is kiss. My love enters into you when we kiss and I receive your love. Our love is exchanged when we kiss and it multiplies when we exchange it. It engages your whole being in love for me.”

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