Just Imagine It
Slowly, as I have been spending more time with the Lord in these visions, He has been allowing me to feel what He is feeling. Wow! This has never happened to me before in this way. What a beautiful honor and privilege to have Him share His thoughts and emotions with me! I feel like the Lord wants me to feel what He is feeling so I can understand and know Him more. How much better is it to be satisfied in Him than in anything in the world!
As I spent time with Him today, I saw myself before Him again surrounded by white. He turned His head towards a scene and there we were in a beautiful castle room with a gorgeous view that we could see from a huge wall of windows before us, dressed in royal attire, dancing tenderly together. It was so romantic.
He looked back at me standing before Him surrounded by white and said, “We can go anywhere you want and do anything you want – just imagine it.” I received the impression that this place was a blank canvas on which I could paint any picture I desired and we would be there experiencing it. I knelt before Him and began kissing and hugging His feet. Such an honor! I was so humbled I didn’t know what to do except kiss Him and hug Him. He lifted me up again towards Himself and I buried my head in His chest. “I don’t know what to think or where to go Lord! I just want to be here with you! I love you so much.”
Then I did a backward somersault very slowly up and out of His arms in the air, dancing and swimming through the air around Him, brushing my body against His like an affectionate cat and whispering in His ears how much I love Him. It was weird because I had never done anything like that before. When I do these things they are so spontaneous, like moving with my emotions. It’s like an emotion wells up in me and immediately I act it out without it going through my mind first.
As I “swam” around Him I couldn’t help observing how much I was immensely enjoying brushing myself against Him. It was so pleasurable and the feelings of pleasure increased the more I brushed Him. He smiled as He felt my pleasure. I eventually stopped in His outstretched arms that perfectly fit my landing. We kissed tenderly as He held me close to His heart. I felt so wonderful curled up in His arms. This is heaven!